Who needs to escape life with TV when awareness of real life becomes better than TV?: Nobody. That is the point of this article. Oh, when life is “bad”, “everything on TV looks better.” In fact though, my question is, what if real life was better than TV and everything was the opposite of what this current civilization offers? That is a big question for me. Because, all my life, I’ve never really fit into this world and had an incredible sense of theatrics in real life instead of trying to be “normal.” I have always wanted life to be a theater and exciting instead of living in a boring way and then watching everything on TV, movies and media. In short, I want to play, not be a shabby “paying spectator” watching the action. I want to be in the reality of the action, not look at it and have “happy feelings” vicariously and then “come back to reality”.

Personally, I want my reality to be an opera of grandeur instead of a boring and meaningless “earnings exercise” like most people. I don’t just want to invert, I want to really live and theatrically control the whole scene in front and behind. I want consciousness to fulfill itself in an autonomous way, that does not need “fuel” or external things to make it work.

Weirdly, I’ve always leaned towards the dramatic in reality rather than “settling for nonsense”. I’ve always loved larger than life above normal anyway. Most people want a show and then they go home. Well, I want the show to be real, satisfying life on all levels instead of relegating “insanity” to a “subconscious dissatisfied dustbin” while I lie through my consciousness about my nature, my life, and my reality. After all, why do you think so many “normal” people watch because they chase the news or “get down” on bad news and then bury their frustrations deeper and deeper with more lies about how “normal” they are?

I can be a little too honest about it or a little too “freak of nature” in some ways. But what are these normal, mystical people who genuinely lie to themselves? The honest truth is always there no matter how much it is denied, hidden, belittled, rejected and feared. It’s always there.